feel like cooking so went to shop'n'save and shopped.
feel like eating fish but dunno which kind to buy so bought the most expensive one.
what's the difference right?
ultimately no matter how good is the fish, it's still going to become sai.
why be so serious right?
i'm so happy i can 'IRRATATE' june once again.
i'm so happy i can be contented so easily after dumping all the expectations.
i'm so happy i can convince myself to abandon the dream 1st b4 letting others kill me by destroying it when my hopes are highest.
i'm so happy i can don't shout and scream on the bench like a xiaocharbor.
why be so kind-intented right?
in the end people take you for granted or worse still bite you back in the ass.
in the end people don't appreciate or worse hate you for minding too much.
in the end people don't feel satisfied or worse juz keep asking for more.
so i say why care?
look at her, nothing has changed:she's still unable to breakthrough the barrier.
so be it. if she can't do it from the heart and don't force it.
look at her,everything's still the same: she's juz trying very hard to suppress her oldself from surfacing.
so accept it. if she can't change then that's the fact.
look at her, something are simply unanswerable: she's still demanded a 'why'.
so forget it. i don't see a reason to answer the question.
look at him, anything offered to him is pure goodwill.
definitely there's no way i can benefit? but i don't understand why i still get demanded and criticised.

it's xmas.
ignore unhappiness.
ignore people who ignore you, not as if your concern is not infinite enough.
ignore people who choose not to face you, not as if they can hide behind others and disappear.
ignore people who disappoint you, not as if they ask you to pin hopes on them.
ignore people who rejected you, not as if the intents you offered is poison.

let's juz look at the good things in life.
june is cute again. dory is cute too.
best of all they don't need a why and thanks for their help and entertaining me.
ps:june, u r not my worker. u r my daughter and i swear i wont ask you mop the floor.
zelia is trying to get fatter with brownies and she's pulling gladys along.
ps:there's always this saying: pigs can fly so can you.
weiyao and angela is feeling the frustrations for me.
ps:weiyao stop nagging!! =p u think i dunno? i wish they can but they cannot...what you 1 me to do?!?!! i know how you feel...i've been through it so juz shut up& make brownies for me la! xp
i can't remember the last time i'm happy with the team and i found it back today!
ps: weigh happy moments with glorious moments, i decided to make do with the former.
the team is not strong but we still can win weak teams.
ps: sweet revenge! let u see what i always can't standing seeing. neh neh ni bu bu!
i'll have no worries/troubles recently becos i'm too busy for them.
ps: i'm escaping from work.
shijia is finally back. wanling will be back on 19th and ping on 23rd!
ps: yeah~i've friends again!

what more can i ask right? that's all i can ask.